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Title:	not understanding..
Date:	2008-06-16 @ 01:41
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I just really dont understand. I suppose if a couple isnt straight..then everything is just a phase until the day they die? Even if they die after 60 yrs of marriage,that was never even allowed to be legal. I hate it. Some people accept it,but then when its compared to a straight marriage..its not as good or something. I was talking to my grams and I told her that I had an advent admirer I would be glad to be rid of when I get a new job..and I told her that his name was josh and he was so annoying bla blah bla...and shes goes "oh really..? Well.." I knew what she was thinking. She didnt HAVE to say it,it was the tone in her voice alone that was good enough to convey her every thought. I wanted to add in the wonderful comment that I was perfectly happy in a gay relationship..but for some odd reason unlike MOST people I seem to have a bit more respect for others. Though I'm not sure it would have be direspectful. I wanted to ask her "If men are so fucking great...then why the hell have NONE of them treated me as well as amber has? Why have none of them been so kind,so patient? Why is it that all that wanted me was for sex,and why is it that they are such douche-bags all the goddamn time?!" I was angery. I was quite furious actually. I soon hung up after making a hasty excuse to get off the phone. Its like its ok that I'm gay...but if I can get a boyfriend and be 'straight' then it'd be even better!! >_< So angery. Whats wrong with mah fiance!!! -_-;; Shes so wonderful, after all I (we) have been through..a normal person,let alone a fucking man,would have left long ago. I love her so much....why cant people understand its the same?

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Title:	kawaii journal!!
Date:	2008-06-02 @ 23:38
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Mood:	curious